Captured Moments
Sunday, August 26, 2007
ok..i am back..its an accomplishment ok..i havent blogged for one week..wow..haha..kk..wat a weekend..its lyk i am nt at hm most of the tym..a weekend gone lyk that..n wth..i neva even study..ok..so yest..had kenduri at my atuk hs..my arwah nani kenduri..lyk wah..so fast..one year ready..ok..it was fun..haha..i mean wit my kuzzins all..kite sume giler2..esp my two cute toddler kuzzins..singing singing..funny..n gues wat..i ate nasi bryani..lyki..omg..I ATE NASI BRIYANI..wth..nazzzz...i ate nasi briyani..oh my..crapness..it ws nice wat to do..ok..den today..went kubur..ouh k..went to my frand kubur n everitin larhh..den went to my nani's kubur..the most impt one..arrgghhh..its lyk so saddening..i cried seeing her kubur..i noe it wrng..bt its just that i still cant accept the fact..i cant..i miss her..loads..kk..den..went to eat at bedok market ther..yum yum..it ws simply delicious..luckily gt no cats..den went home..ws bored so i went to look at all the old pics..lyk..i saw so many ppl..ppl..who came into my lyf n left..lyk i miss all of them..n i mean..i miss them loads..here is the list..
1) MY LATE NANI
i miss her..i miss her loads..i miss her waiting for me to go home from school everyday..i miss her cooking..i miss talking to her every afternoon..i just miss everything abt her..hw i wish i could turn back tym..n den..i can see my nani agn..bt..no..i'll be goin against god den..i think..i shud just accept the fact that she gone..n left me forever..maybe..i can see her agn..wen i die..
2) MY DARLING BROTHER
i miss hym..i reallie miss hym..its onlie been two weekss..bt i miss hym loads..wen cn i see him agn..wen..wen..i hope i can see hym agn..i miss goin out wit hym..i miss talking to hym..i miss goin home from school with him..i just simply miss him..
3) B Z ( a.k.a NASI BRIYANI )
i just simply miss hym..i miss hs face..i miss his voice..i miss all those night calls..i miss all those msges..i miss him sending me to school..i miss hym fetching me from school..i miss goin out wit hym..i miss hym comforting me wen i am down..for atleast he knows me inside out..i miss all those pancakes..i miss the playground tyms..i miss all those days and nights..all those pics just bring back all those memories..i just miss hym..the tyms we spent together ws just too long..until i just cant forget hym..its almost mnths nw..bt i just still cant forget those memories..i tink i would forever remember them..bt..there's this hate and there's also the miss..i dunno whether this is a feeling of hate..or isit something else..even though wen one day we meet agn..things can neva be the same..he changed..or atleast i've change..the feeling would just be different..
4) WAN
i mean i dun miss hym physically coz i see hym lyk nw and den..bt i just miss the old hym..the times wen he ws a nrml boy..i mean..wen we really cud talk..its lyk nw..we are worlds apart..we dun even see eye to eye..we dun even talk the same lang..i mean..we just cant get along nimore..hym wit hs lyf..me wit mine..i miss those days wen we were still close..i miss those ice cream days..i miss those tym at johore..wen loads of things happened..nw he changed alot..he is just nt the wan i used to noe..i really miss the old hym..
there is still loads of ppl i miss loads..bt this are the ones that i missed the most..okok..enuf enuf..emo tym is over..sorie ppl..dun read if you dun want to..bt i just gotta let it off..i am sleepy bt i just cant sleep..tey are all watchind soccer outside nw..soccer is just nt my thing..so here am i stucked at this screen in my room alone..
TheLady ♥
11:33 PM
