n so. today wud be the start of my boring hari raya. ohh. seriously its like a normal sunday when we go to atuk's hs and just slack. bt except for the fact where we wore baju kurong today. ohh yea. seriously there is like no where else to go. since nani and nenek's death. we already are like nt going aniwhere. and then the departure of nyang. and nw. the departure of tuk jah. and so onlie left with atuk. n so we slacked there the whole day just helping my aunt to entertain the many guest who came to their hs today. haha. i told her i shud be paid for that. haha ellyana. i think she's paid me enuf in one way or another. n so i spend my hari raya mostly on the phone. hw dumb to be stuck on the phone during raya. bt oh wells. bt aniwae i cant wait for sat. we'll be having the anually family jln raya thingi. with mum side. with my cute cousins. fun. and if nt wrng sunday with dad side. could be said my onlie left cousins frm my dad's side. sad. bt its ok. i rather onlie have them then have the others who..................n so that is hw my raye went. kind of sad. i wonder hw it wud be like next year. i hope just really hope no one in my family would depart us ever so soon. sometimes i just wish that i'd be the one to leave first so that i wont have to go thru the miseries of death animore. i miss nani suddenly. i ponder. really. maybe i shud nt go. mayb i really shudnt and just let this come to a stop. its becoming useless.
TheLady ♥
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