i wonder why ppl get the aftr crying effects. you know the ones where you like. mmm. its kind of diff to describe. its like you are gasping for air that kind of thing. mmm. its sedu-sedu i think. thats what its called if m nt wrng. n also the effect whereby you get very tired and sleepy.hmmm. the tired and sleepy part is mayb for you to sleep and then forget everything when you wake up ltr on. thats really clever of 'HIM' to make our body work this way. bt sleeping really does work. i've never felt so pissed like this b4. that was just very unreasonable of hym. i never had this kind of feeling of hate b4. its like as if i hate hym so much nw. so much. that i dont wish to see hym. atleast for the tym being. the last tym we fought. it took us long to reconcile. and its also thnks to my uncle who gave me this very long lec. bt hey. things wud nt turn out these way if he had atleast be more reasonable. m always in the wrng. why. because. oh well he made me. and m bloody hell his daughter. damn it. does he really wants all of us to hate hym. oh well, i dont wish to do that. cause i know whatever it is. he is still my dad. be it gd or bad. cause for atleast i know that without hym i wont be here in this world. bt i really dont understand hym these days. its like the older he grows the more unreasonable he gets. god damn it. i dunno hw long i can take this animore. i know avoiding is nt gonna solve anithin bt atleast i guess it'll stop my hatred. n nw. there is this huge comotion about her. wth. its like. when will problems ever stop appearing. its like. i already said. she cn do whatever she thinks is right for her. bt just pls dont turn the whole world upside dwn. or for atleast my life and just let me have peace and quiet. you are disrupting my bloody life and bloody hell causing her tears. and if you dont realise it. its my mum's you are talking about. and ohh btw. she is yours too. why wont you just start thinking if all that you've done or going to do is the right thing. dont just follow your stupid wants and be so hard headed. damn you. i really need a get away. away frm all these frustrations.
TheLady ♥
2:42 AM
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